soulreaper200

is it destiny that our life goes the way it does is it true that god already had it planned is that why i am always getting canned or maybe its cause no one wanted to lend a helping hand for when i look u-p and pray do i see any change in my life no i am still where i was before not much changing since i last walked out the door oh how i wish sometimes that this life is no more in hopes of being able to start over as some one else with a clean slate but doing things my way with me in control of my life without some predetermined path in a world where every one see's eye to eye even so just like the next guy who reaches for the sky

Fading smiles graying days not knowing whether to go on my way well here's how the story goes and I feel this is one most of you do not know anyways I look at it my life has been dull and gray full of sadness in every way for that I feel is why I feel like I want to die and knowing that no one would cry or even loose a sigh kinda makes me wonder why my life turned out the way it did even though sometimes I feel I am just a kid not really understanding half the things I did but as the story goes I never had much success in life and it was hard for me to make friends for when I did my parents did not approve and

what you see is what you get but do not fret my friend for in the end you will be able to pay your debt and do not worry for this you will not regret for in the end you walk alone with no clothes no shoes or telephone just your body nothing more now close your eyes and prepare for whats in store for where your going you'll care no more now hurry before its to late please come quicken your gate sometime today before its checkmate hurry young lad we musn't be late the master this he surely hates especially if he has to wait so on you go through the door away from here it is no more now listen closely hear the booming roar thats

Blurred vision judgment all around pushing me to the ground for when people first see me they always want to flee with the exception of a few for in the eyes of a stranger I feel they see me as a danger but once we get a foot hold things start to turn around and soon a friendship is to be found and soon they find I am a nice guy for so I try but in some cases I am just an ordinary guy in the eyes of the stranger nothing to spectacular about me and soon I feel I am to be let free for what I am some would disagree, some say I am a nice guy while others say he is just like any other guy and some times I am shy so I

Sometimes I feel like I am dying inside like every day when I wake up some one is shoving needles in me and sits and laughs as I bleed and as I cry out for help he says help you need indeed but help you shall not get oh but don't fret you re only dying on the inside and then I wake up and realize it was just a dream or was it for when I look down I feel the pain like some one has put my insides in a vise squeezed really tight and then the man returns and with this device you do not fight for if you do it will continue to get tight i know i am right for I have seen it many times now all you have to do is wake up and you will